who cares?

how can a person change so fast? all thanks to her "aunty" friend.. making others feel unhappy? or worst, saying things which make her sad until she shed tears.. not when her birthday is coming up.. you sure know how to choose timing huh.. or whatever.. i dont wanna care..
who cares? you..you?...or you? from what i see, you doesnt seems to care at all.. so much to say, but where do i start? would you listen if i spoke from the heart? thinking why does this happen to me.. every little thing that you have said and done, feels like its deep within me..

no matter what i do, all i think about is you.. you donno what you mean to me..

and i know this much is true.. baby, you have become my addiction..

=)

went sentosa with my girls.. nora wanted to go.. in the end she's not playing at all.. my poor skin.. =( anyway, fun day with them.. next outing coming real soon.. yea, soon.. christmas faster!! means honey back soon.. =D

oh ya.. few days back i was watching this interesting thai movie.. donno whats that moive name.. but anyway, the whole movie was about childhood kids.. its a old movie.. 90s i think.. damn funny and cute.. very entertaining.. best way to kill my boredom when im alone.. dating anyone? =D

no matter how far away you may be.. i just close my eyes and you're in my dreams..

and i know this much is true.. baby, you have become my addiction..

something not right

idiotic.. it all feels different.. disorienting.. weird.. having trouble concentrating.. damn.. im lost..

there wasnt anything i didnt love about you, you'd do some stupid things and i'd laugh at those too.. you damn near were my everything, you're still on my mind..

and i know this much is true.. baby, you have become my addiction..

tutu.. =D

just found out something.. liling just told me what happened at the airport that day.. there's this guy who said her things was over access.. and i got to went all the way down for her things.. normally everything goes smoothly.. and because of this, she kind of get annoyed by him.. think she give him attidute also.. and she was late for her flight after passing me her things.. that irritating guy was the one who found her in the end.. help her carry her bag.. then half way running her shoes came out.. haha!! he picked it up for her.. damn embarrassing.. she wanted to bury herself alive at that moment.. cause she's the last to board the plane.. its like everybody is waiting for her.. hahaha.. isnt this tutu damn funny? =D my life will be damn bored until she come back.. and that will be one month plus later.. oh well~ im fucking broke now!! gotta find jobs and earn some cash for those presents coming up..
haix.. cannot understand why do guys say things when they dont mean it? their view might be "i didnt mean it literally".. but its making me crazy with rage.. there is nothing worse than waiting for someone who said they were going to do, but they didnt..
if there's someone who can make me feel comfortable and reliable in everyway, move closer...

i would give the whole world for you.. anything you ask of me i'd do.. but i wont ask you to stay.. i'd rather walk away, if your hearts not in it.. i cant make you change your mind..

and i know this much is true.. baby, you have become my addiction..